currently listening to: You Won't See Me Crying / Passage
i'm sorry. i shouldn't have posted that comment. i guess this means goodbye then. glad to have met you. i didn't think a person could have that much effect on one's life for such brief a time. i'm sorry. thanks po for changing my life. i know this wouldn't change a thing, pero i miss you po. actually, i wanted to post so many things but i always find a reason not to. and all that i have written end up being saved as drafts. this is one of them.
Ubiquitous (05/20/2005)
You are everywhere I go, every person I meet, each face I see. You are there even when I am alone – especially, when I am alone. And in my solitude, I find you. I always find you. And amidst all the irony, strangely, I find myself smiling. Maybe, this is what they call melancholy, when you are not in control, when you find yourself in this mess when everything is sad and yet so beautiful.
i miss you so badly. walang araw na dumaan na di kita inisip. mula sa paggising ko sa umaga hanggang sa pagtulog ko, ikaw ang naiisip ko. sinubukan kitang kalimutan. but everywhere i look, i see your name. i always keep on finding you.
but i was not finding you. because nothing's there which was not there before. the fact is, i was searching for you. i was looking for you. that's why i always find you even in the tiniest scraps of my day.
i'm sorry tin. i hope life is treating you well.
i wish i could have written a better farewell letter. but you won't be reading this anyway. sorry.
random thoughts. deepest emotions. wrong grammar.
9 comments:
kuya toni_tots,
dunno where exactly to put my reaction to your comments on my blog...and nahihiya ako dito pa sa super private personal post mo! sorry...
but anyway, ur right pag r-18 di ako papapasukin...tested na yan hehe and yeah film noir nga pala talaga siya hehe (naku pinaandar ang pagiging comarts)...
thanks for the comments! makes me look forward to actually seeing my blog hehe...
you know who i am :P ciao!
toni.. another sad entry.. =( i know i keep saying this and ill say it again, SMILE. do you smile every time i tell you to do so? i hope ha.. again, smile.
real love is like that.. hurtful. but hey, youre not the only one experiencing pain. a lot of us can relate.. dont you worry, someday, someone will give you the love you deserve. someone will reciprocate the love you have given.. maybe not now.. but soon, i know.
have a great weekend. ingats.
tinkophapitots di ba?
hug
hug
-rc
sometimes hurt is the price that we pay for love. but dont worry, things will get better... they always do. bone's right, s.m.i.l.e. =)
Ubiquitous (05/20/2005)
You are everywhere I go, every person I meet, each face I see. You are there even when I am alone – especially, when I am alone. And in my solitude, I find you. I always find you. And amidst all the irony, strangely, I find myself smiling. Maybe, this is what they call melancholy, when you are not in control, when you find yourself in this mess when everything is sad and yet so beautiful.
sad :c but i love how it's written hehehehe.. smile!
*hugs!!!*
toni.. malungkot ka pa rin ba? update ka na hehe =)
kuya toni...
ok lang yan. maganda naman mouse pointer mo e. (huh? konek?)
nangungulit lang.
it's during the lowest points in your life when you'll actually be motivated to write. nyehehehe! just trying to bring out something good from this depressing state.
smile smile lang yan chong.
babay.
*masterchoi*
If only life were as simple as when
we were younger. When the cause
for tears was only a scraped knee or a bruised ego and not because of a broken heart.
You do remind me of someone... i just hope he feels the same way as you do... :(
*nwei, i haven't updated the my blog here, but u can check it out somehow... symphonyforthedeaf.blogspot.com
anonymous: hehehe. napanuod ko na yung sin city. bitin nga yung movie! hehehe =)at medyo magulo siya... pero magandang magulo. =) at ang feeling mo ha! maliit ka pero hindi ibig sabihin nun ay mukha ka laging bata! hehehe. ingat ingat!
bone: ok na ako! =) yun lang. we'll be visiting your site soon. =)
rcpot: tinkopapitots! don't be a monster! be a fax paper! barilin ninyo na lang ako! =)
russ: "sometimes hurt is the price that we pay for love." - yeah. i guess you're right. just have dust myself and get up again. salamat. =)
macri: thanks po ate macri. =) love is love is love. and it's everything to be thankful for. =)
chellan: hug din po. =) thanks thanks (kahit alam kong medyo corny yung line). =)
bone 2: updated na! =) ok na ako. =)
mahal na reyna: ok na ako. =) nakapag-update na rin po =) thanks ma'm. =)
masterchoi: bwisit! hehehe. maganda naman yung pointer ko! kung ayaw mo, e di wag mo gamitin! hehehe. =) and yes, i'm writing again. =)
candy: "If only life were as simple as when
we were younger. When the cause
for tears was only a scraped knee or a bruised ego and not because of a broken heart." - nice point. hay. hehehe. will be visiting soon. =) hope things turn out good between you two... =)
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